So, manuscript study was amazing, and each day exceeded my expectations.
I know how InterVarsity bible study works- we make observations about the passage such as any repetition we see, we ask questions about the passage, and then return to the text once again to try to answer those questions with what we know about the cultural and historical context of the time. I was expecting bible study to be high quality, but not extremely convicting of me personally. I'm glad I was wrong.
The first day of bible study in particular I was in awe of the intelligence of those around me. When our leader and facilitator opened up the floor to everyone to share their observations to the whole group I found myself thinking "Wow! I didn't notice that" or "I never thought of it that way!" as each person shared their observation. It was such a blessing to be able to experience so many perspectives and view points and approaches that day. That day really made me appreciate God making us that way. But alas that was only part of the story...
The passage also details Jesus healing people that Jewish society and culture regularly look down upon (a leper- who probably sinned to cause his illness, a Roman soldier- granted Israel was occupied by the Romans at the time so that's not good, and a woman- who isn't even trusted to testify in court). Jesus even tells everyone that the Roman soldier has greater faith than anyone Jesus has seen in Israel. It begs the question (and our leader brought it to our attention): how would you feel if you were an Israelite and Jesus said that? Confusion? Jealousy? Anger? Probably not joy. It was a good heart check for me in two ways. For one, this passage makes clear that there are no substitutes for faith and belief in Jesus. Not going to church or being a "good person" or even serving others. And there are ways that I have focused on faith substitutes more than faith so I got to repent of that. :)
Also, it was convicting for me in the sense that I wouldn't have taken the news well as an Israelite. Hearing Jesus compliment someone else who I probably wouldn't be very fond of, that would be hard for me. And that stems from my own pride and jealousy. I have come a far way in that area though and I'm continuing to grow. I do think I love people far more than I ever have and I pray that continues to progress in me- especially the people who are drastically unlike me. But it was still one of those moments where you see an ugly part of your self. And that sucks. But I think it's necessary. I'm broken and I need Jesus and I don't want to forget that.
On a positive note, something about this Jesus who heals people that society so regularly looks down upon, I really like that Jesus. Something about that makes him even more appealing to me. So here's to more faith and belief in Jesus! My healer and comforter.
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